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Ren · YouTube

Hi Ren

A one-take music video where Ren argues with the voice of his own illness, then answers it with a spoken confession about what the fight taught him.

Posted
3 years ago
Duration
Format
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Views
76.8M
1.7M likes
Big Idea

The argument in one line.

You cannot win a war against your own mind, because the enemy is you, so the only way through is to stop fighting and learn to dance with it.

Who This Is For

Read if. Skip if.

READ IF YOU ARE…
  • You live with anxiety, depression, intrusive thoughts or a harsh inner critic and want to see someone put that voice into words without flinching.
  • You write songs, scripts or essays and want to study how a single-room, single-actor concept can carry nine minutes of tension.
  • You make personal work and fear it is too self-centered to matter, and want to see an artist argue that exact doubt out loud.
SKIP IF…
  • You want a practical mental health guide. This is a performance piece with strong language, not clinical advice.
  • You dislike explicit language. The inner voice swears heavily and the tone is aggressive for the middle third.
TL;DR

The full version, fast.

Ren stages a dialogue between himself and the voice of his illness, played by him in a hospital gown in one decaying room with an acoustic guitar. The voice mocks his music, his ambition and his therapy, then escalates into a boast of being eternal and evil. Ren answers by reclaiming the voice as part of himself: it can be hope as easily as the noose. A closing spoken monologue gives the lesson. There were no winners in psychological warfare, only victims and students, and softening into the dance beats fighting it.

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Chapters

Where the time goes.

00:00 – 01:18

01 · Empty room

Slow establishing shots of the room, lamp and guitar before any words.

01:18 – 01:53

02 · The greeting

The voice returns and Ren tries to keep it at a distance, citing therapy and coping skills.

01:53 – 02:43

03 · Mocking the progress

The voice ridicules the therapy and the ten-step program. Ren argues his music might make him remembered.

02:43 – 03:33

04 · Attacking the music

The voice questions chart success and calls his songs self-centered. Ren defends writing for connection, not numbers.

03:33 – 04:00

05 · Breaking the fourth wall

The voice mocks the song's concept as unoriginal and accuses Ren of a god complex.

04:00 – 04:57

06 · Open war

Threats trade both ways, then the voice declares itself eternal, the snake in Eden.

04:57 – 06:20

07 · The reframe

Ren answers that he was made to be tested and that the same voice can also be hope.

06:20 – 07:20

08 · Rising in the music

Ren promises he will not retire and that the music will outlive him.

07:20 – 09:20

09 · Spoken epilogue

A monologue about being 17, ten years of illness, and learning to dance instead of fight.

Atomic Insights

Lines worth screenshotting.

  • The song works because the antagonist is the narrator, so every insult the voice throws is also a fear Ren already holds.
  • The voice attacks the exact things Ren hopes for: his charts, his originality, his ambition. That is how self-doubt actually sounds.
  • Ren names his own doubts about the song inside the song, including that it copies Eminem and Plan B, which disarms the critics before they speak.
  • The reframe lands because the same voice gets a second name, hope, and is the one that talks you off the rope.
  • The line 'you gotta kill you if you wanna kill me' states the whole problem: you cannot amputate a part of yourself.
  • Rigidity makes the dance harder. The more Ren cursed his clumsy footsteps, the more he struggled.
  • The final monologue gives no triumphant ending. It reframes the fight as an eternal pendulum between dark and light.
  • A single room, one lamp, one guitar and one actor is enough production for nine minutes when the writing carries the tension.
  • Direct address to the audience in the ending speech turns a music video into a short personal essay.
  • Hospital-gown costuming tells the story of chronic illness before a single lyric lands.
Takeaway

You cannot kill the voice, only change your stance

WHAT TO LEARN

The fight with your own mind ends when you stop trying to destroy a part of yourself and start treating it as something to dance with.

02The greeting
  • Distance and therapy help, but the voice returns when things start going well, which is normal and not a failure.
03Mocking the progress
  • The inner critic goes after what you hope for most, so its attacks are a map of what you care about.
05Breaking the fourth wall
  • Naming your own doubts about your work out loud takes the power away from critics who would say them first.
06Open war
  • You cannot amputate part of yourself. Fighting it only feeds it, and killing it means killing you.
07The reframe
  • The same voice that wants you dead can also be the one that talks you down. It has more than one name.
  • Being made to be tested is not the same as being broken. Survival is what turns the voice into a source of strength.
09Spoken epilogue
  • Rigidity and self-cursing make recovery harder. Softening and relaxing make it easier.
  • There are no winners in a war with yourself, only victims and students, and learning is the way to stay a student.
Glossary

Terms worth knowing.

Inner voice
The part of Ren's mind he personifies as a second character who taunts, tempts and argues with him throughout the song.
Psychological warfare
Ren's phrase for the long fight with his own thoughts. He concludes it has no winners, only victims and students.
Fourth wall
The imaginary line between performer and audience. The voice breaks it by pointing out that the song itself is about the song.
Resources

Things they pointed at.

03:20channelEminem
03:25channelPlan B
Quotables

Lines you could clip.

02:18
“You're the sheep, I'm the shepherd.”
Short, menacing, instantly sets the power dynamic.→ TikTok hook↗ Tweet quote
02:40
“You gotta kill you if you wanna kill me.”
The whole thesis in one line.→ IG reel cold open↗ Tweet quote
05:40
“Some people know me as hope. Some people know me as the voice that you hear when you loosen the noose on the rope.”
The pivot where the villain gets a second name.→ newsletter pull-quote↗ Tweet quote
08:24
“It wasn't David versus Goliath. It was a pendulum, eternally swaying from the dark to the light.”
Clean reframe, works with no setup.→ newsletter pull-quote↗ Tweet quote
The Script

Word for word.

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uh Hi there, Ren. It's been a little while.
Did you miss me? You thought you buried me, didn't you? Risky.
Cos I always come back. Deep down, you know that. Deep down, you know I'm always in periphery.
Ren, aren't you pleased to see me? It's been weeks since we spoke, bro. I know you need me.
You're the sheep, I'm the shepherd. Not your place to lead me. Not your place to be batting off the hand that feeds me.
Hi, Ren. I've been taking some time to be distant. I've been taking some time to be still I've been taking some time to be by myself Since my therapist told me I'm ill And I've been making some progress lately And I've learned some new coping skills So I haven't really needed you much man I think we need to just step back and chill Ren, you sound more insane than I do.
You think that those doctors are really there to guide you? Been through this a million times, your civilian mind is so perfect, you're always being lied to. Okay, take another pill, boy.
Drown yourself in the sound of white noise. Follow this ten -step programme, rejoice. All your problems will be gone.
Fucking done, boy! Nah, mate, this time is different, man, trust me. I feel like things might be falling in place.
And my music's been kinda doing bits too. Like I actually might do something great. And when I'm gone, maybe I'll be remembered.
for doing something special with myself. That's why I don't think that we should talk, man. Because when you're with me, it never seems to help.
You think that you can amputate me? I am you, you are me, you are I, I am we, we are one. Split in two, that makes one, so you see.
You gotta kill you if you wanna kill me. I'm not left over dinner, I'm not scraps on the side. All your music is thriving, delusional guy.
Where's your top ten hit? Where's your interview with Oprah? Where are your Grammys, friend?
Nowhere. Yeah, but my music's not commercial like that. I never chase numbers, statistics or stars.
I never write hooks for the radio. They never even play me. So why would I concern myself with that?
But my music is really connected and the people who find it respect it. And for me, that's enough because this life's been tough. So it gives me a purpose I can rest in.
Man, you sound so pretentious. Ren, your music is so self -centered. No one wants to hear another song about how much you hate yourself.
Trust me. You should be so lucky, having me inside you To guide you, remind you, to manage expectations Provide you perspective, nothing you neglected I get it, you wanna be a big deal Next to me Hendrix, forget it Man it's not like that, man it's just like that I'm inside you, you twat No it's not man, you're wrong, when I write I belong Let me break the fourth wall by acknowledging this song Ren sits down, has a stroke of genius He wants to write a song that was not done previous A battle with his subconscious, Eminem did it Played on guitar Plan B, did it?
Man, you're not original, you're criminal Riff -off artist, the pinnacle of your success Is stealing other people's material Right, mate, we've heard it all before She sells seashells on the seashore Fuck you I don't need you, I don't need to hear this Cos I'm fine by myself, I'm a genius And I will be great, and I will make waves And I'll shake up the whole world beneath us That's right, speak your truth Your fucking god complex leaks out of you It's refreshing to ask for you Say it, instead of downplay Uh, music is all about the creative process and if people can find something to relate to within that then that's just a bonus Fuck you, I'ma fucking kill you Ren Well fucking kill me then, let's fucking have you Ren I'ma do it, watch me prove it, who are you to doubt my music?
Cause I call the shots, I choose if you die Yeah, I call the shots and so I choose who survives I'll tie you up in knots when I lock you inside Newsflash I was created at the dawn of creation I am temptation I am the snake in Eden. I am the reason for treason.
Beheading all kings. I am sin with no rhyme or reason. Son of the morning.
Lucifer, Antichrist. Father of lies. Mustopheles.
Truth in a blender. Deceitful pretender. The banished avenger.
The righteous surrender. When standing in front of my solar eclipse. My name is stitched to your lips so you see.
I won't bow to the will of a mortal. Feeble and normal. You wanna kill me?
I'm eternal and mortal. I live in every decision that catalyze chaos that causes I live inside death, the beginning of end I am you, you are me, I am you friend Hi Ren, I've been taking some time to be distant I've been taking some time to be still I've been taking some time to be by myself And I've spent half my life ill But just as sure as the tide starts turning Just as sure as the night has dawned Just as sure as the rainfall soon runs dry When you stand in the eye of a storm I was made to be tested and twisted I was made to be broken and beaten I was made by his hand, it's all part of his plan That I stand on my own two feet And you know me, my will is eternal And you know me, you've met me before Face to face with a beast, I will rise from the east And I'll settle on the ocean floor And I go by many names also Some people know me as hope Some people know me as the voice that you hear When you loosen the noose on the rope And you know how I know that I'll prosper Cause I stand here beside you today I have stood in the flames that cremated my brain And I didn't once flinch or shake
So coward the man I've become, when I sing from the top of my lungs That I won't retire, I'll stand in your fire, inspire that me to be strong And when I am gone I will rise, in the music that I left behind Ferocious, persistent, immortal like you, it will climb into different sides Thank you.
When I was 17 years old, I shouted out into an empty room, into a blank canvas that I would defeat the forces of evil. And for the next 10 years of my life, I suffered the consequences with autoimmunity, illness, and psychosis. As I got older, I realized there were no real winners and there were no real losers in psychological warfare, but there were victims and there were students.
It wasn't David versus Goliath. It was a pendulum, eternally swaying from the dark to the light. And the more intensely that the light shone, the darker the shadow it cast.
It was never really a battle for me to win. It was an eternal dance. And like a dance, the more rigid I became, the harder it got.
The more I cursed my clumsy footsteps, the more I struggled. So I got older, and I learned... to relax and I learned to soften and that dance got easier.
It is this eternal dance that separates human beings from angels, from demons, from gods. And I must not forget, we must not forget that we are human beings.
The Hook

The bait, then the rug-pull.

The first line is a greeting from someone who should not be talking back. Ren opens by letting the voice in his head say hello, and the rest of the video is the argument that follows.

Frameworks

Named ideas worth stealing.

08:04concept

The dance, not the war

Ren replaces the idea of a fight with a dance. Rigidity and self-cursing make it harder, softening makes it easier.

Steal forany struggle with a recurring inner critic
08:04model

Victims and students

  1. Victim
  2. Student

In psychological warfare there are no winners or losers, only people who stay victims and people who learn.

Steal forreframing a long recovery
CTA Breakdown

How they asked for the click.

VERBAL ASK
00:00link
“Share 'Hi Ren' as much as you can, over social media platforms, with friends, over email.”

The ask lives only in the description, a personal plea from an independent artist with no label. The video itself carries no pitch.

Storyboard

Visual structure at a glance.

empty room
hookempty room00:02
Ren answers
valueRen answers02:02
the voice declares itself
valuethe voice declares itself04:38
rising
valuerising06:26
epilogue
ctaepilogue08:06
Frame Gallery

Visual moments.

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